Wednesday, September 27, 2006
LOL.. I am a Victor..
Really.. I thought about it when I was having a bath.. I am a victor. I am not the happy-go-lucky as what PC had claimed and told me that she admired me for having the quality.. I bother about stuff when I really care, and the outcome is that I'll win.. But I don't usually bother about stuff, so I just heck..
I have the talent.. I mean..lol.. I am a DHS student.. My IQ is 127.. I am smart.. I am a thinker.. I realised that since young, if I really want to fight, I'll fight for it all the way, if I'm losing, I'll cry and let the situations be in my favour. I'll win..
I am just an uncut and unpolished diamond. I can just compete with the rest if I have got the determination. Ya.. My days in DHSSB, although I have to admit there are still people better than me, were a challenge. My days in TJ, spent with the Fargly Tong, were challenging too.. And when I don't have a triple science combi in DHS, I made sure I was a triple science student in TJ, and it was partly dued to wanting to beat Alisa hands down.. She was getting onto my nerves back then.. During A's, I was so depressed and bothered by the fact that WT can beat me in maths without studying, like me, that I wanted to win her at the end.. Viola.. I did it.. I had outdone her and WenJie in the mock paper.. And scored the same as the for maths for my A's..
I have all it takes to be successful, yet I had taken it for granted. I have a nice family, excellent friends, etc.. My lower sec maths teacher once scolded me," if you were my daughter, I'll smacked you until you became sensible.", which I cried after hearing that.. N he screamed at me.. I guess he was right.. I am a kid.. I must grow up..
So I think just now I was kinda crappy because I was outshone by two talents.. Gotta accept the truth.. Strive for it.. better myself..
N I'm so gonna be a doctor.. I'm gonna to mug starting from tml.. Boohoo to you losers(selfish and thick-skinned) from dunno-what-the-hell-was-your-sch in NTUSBS.. Jia you Sandy, WT and Eunice!! We'll ace it all..
